@1 year ago with 107 notes
moderation in attitudes toward pain and danger, with neither being avoided at all costs, nor actively wanted.
The sun was coming up today, across the fields and casting beautiful shadows. I imagined myself walking with you, happier than I could ever be. Then I snapped the thought in two, the physical pain of loss bearing down on me.
I don’t even feel the tears run down my face anymore.
@1 year ago